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Your Treating Psychiatrist

by The Songs of Tom Smith

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A little death once a day can go a long way Only once a big sleeps fathomed, the great orgasm (too far from Hell) I just wanna share it with you, be alive when I die Don’t let me come to a selfish end, gripping myself too tight (too far from Hell) First I get a buzz below my navel, vibrations came Then I saw the entrance of a cave, heard my name (too far from Hell) You’re at the gate of all experience, take a while to get it right Feel the rhythm, you’ll be sucked in, geometric shapes and light (too far from Hell) CHORUS Better not cling too tight to Heaven Better not, better not cling too tight Better not cling too tight to Heaven Nor flee too far from Hell With everything that ever lived or died, go towards the light My life’s rewound beginning to end, hanging on a second (too far from Hell) Life slows down, stuck in a game, words are of no use If it means death, had to let go of everything I thought was true (too far from Hell) CHORUS Jim Morrison too loud! I couldn’t turn it down Another lost angel in the city of light, give into the fight (too far from Hell) I couldn’t see myself in the bathroom mirror, get away from the sound I floated outside I saw myself asleep, far from my body on the ground (too far from Hell)
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CHORUS Mushrooms from outer-space Activate the human race On cosmic rays from a galaxy Far far away Mushrooms from outer-space Activate the human race Witness evolution Tripping like an ape Africa was desert Tropics disappeared They ate magic mushrooms From the dung of wilder-beast Sharpened up their eyes and Hunting ability Everyone got horny Lost their inhibition 5 grams dried Take a hero’s dose In the dark on an empty gut With your eyes closed Boundaries dissolve The gene pool increased Beginning of language Form the human being CHORUS 5 grams dried Take a hero’s dose In the dark on an empty gut With your eyes closed The ecology of souls The Ancestors are traced Intelligence came On spores through space
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The dancing and the music were the only reason I first started clubbing but I couldn’t get no peace Minding my own business grooving out on the floor Cos I’m wearing baggies they come to me to score CHORUS People ask me for pills, cough up the beans! People ask me I guarantee no bad trips Just cough up the beans Looking for tabs some well spoken college dude I sold him a vitamin B, go call the Boys in Blue! When I sold’m proper drugs they’d still complain Their jaws swinging all over like a rusty gate CHORUS Cover pills in hairspray for that bitter taste Or just wrap m in cling film I can keep a straight face Why would I feel guilty misleading you It’s the healthiest thing you’ll swallow before the weekends thro CHORUS x2 Outro: Minding my own business grooving out on the floor Minding my own business grooving out on the floor Cos I’m wearing baggies they come to me to score Minding my own business grooving out on the floor
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Falling out a window or the knife to pierce your skin Your torso flattened under the wheels of a train The sort of things you try Running through your mind Going over conversations in my head Now I’ve missed the bus, I could just kill myself Or the part of my brain Recycling the debate? CHORUS Haemorrhaging like meat that’s trapped now Red and raw tightly wrapped up You have to imagine Suicide takes some planning The necessary distance achieved in A body bag you’re just meat too You have to imagine Suicide takes some planning Last thing I saw were steaks in plastic wrapped up tight I’m a vegetarian now they pumped my stomach dry Forever intertwined Meat and suicide CHORUS Took 50 aspirin before I could finally cop Couldn’t die alone so made it to the closest shop Legs started to shake I was at the meat display
5.
Come into my loungeroom, come into my den Now that you’ve swallowed it you know you’re with friends Whats the source of my supply is it just perception? I can help you make connections CHORUS Your treating psychiatrist, just name your pleasure Expanding your mind or deadening your senses Your treating psychiatrist, your psychedelic guide I’m your treating psychiatrist, can you read my mind? Make an appointment with reception as you leave Now that you’ve swallowed it come back in a week Whats the source of my supply is it just perception? I can help you make connections CHORUS You’re lucky to get a bed here you still have some say Now that you’ve swallowed it, could be a long stay Whats the source of my supply is it just perception? I can help you make connections
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Songshark 05:13
I met my wife in a Baltimore church, performed together on TV I wanna give, I wanna love, I wanna live, before I go out like a light Loaded the car with stolen instruments, drove across to LA I wanna give, I wanna love, I wanna live, before I go out like a light CHORUS When you get it wrong that’s where music starts Take your chances you’re a songshark Lets go savage you and I, she left me living in my car I lace my tea with PCP, never saw my baby son again I write the music as I read the poem, 36 songs a day My eyes are blind with colours, before I go out like a light CHORUS Bridge Send your lyrics I’ll make you a song Words might be strange, might seem wrong When you make a mistake just play along (Sing it) like you mean it from the heart Take your chances you’re a songshark I hate wearing clothes and I go out for smokes, I gotta put a raincoat on I ripped it off when it caught on fire, let’s go savage you and I My eyes are blind with colours, they arrested me on sight I wanna give I wanna love I wanna live, before I go out like a light CHORUS Missed an easy payment lost my apartment, let’s go savage you and I I wanna give, I wanna love, I wanna live, above the Hollywood Freeway My eyes are blind with colours, as I jump from the overpass I wanna give I wanna love I wanna live, before I go out like a light CHORUS Bridge
7.
Case load and group work, doctors on their rounds To eat or drink or talk, you’re on suspicious grounds They wanted to know were we indulging in behaviour Every little action will have to be explained CHORUS Everyone lives through someone else Behaviour’s an indulgence Do I have your attention Behaviour’s an indulgence Innocent and incompetent, student nurses were so sweet Their boyfriends and their wardrobes, the lives we used to lead We hid our away our illness, our anger and our tears The best part of ourselves was all we let them see CHORUS Promiscuous compulsive was the label that they gave On a date to the art gallery I took a guy out to the lane There is beauty there is pain like the girl trapped in a frame You only wanna hear about the sex in full detail
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Went to the Forest Festival, one hit of LSD Molly always comes along, for vibes and energy Acrobats hang from balloons in the sky How’d they get the light show synchronised? Has the band finished I hear faint music I can’t really tell After 20 minutes I’m still dancing to the music in my head Strangers start pointing at my beard I lost my friends and I feel weird CHORUS Go home hippy go home, the party is over Don’t you realise it’s over? Found my friends for the DJ set, dancing and sweating up a frenzy Couldn’t drink from my water pack, then I realised it was empty Walked around, couldn’t make decisions I was still getting open eye visuals CHORUS I get offered a joint by strangers, psychedelics ramp up again Everyone at this festival’s like one big family of friends Get the message when they turn off all the lights I’m not ready to end the night

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The Band - Drums: Shakey McGee; Bass: Mark Nichols; Guitars: Johnny Siegel, Jason Oats; Prophet Rev2 Synth: Matt Harris

Vocals – Marc Louis 1,5; Rich Gohl 3; Tina Barry 4,7; Jo Zealand 2,8; Sandy Cenin 6

Thanks to David Laczko for helping work many of these songs up.

This album was recorded on the stolen lands of the Kaurna people. Sovereignty was never ceded. Artwork and layout by Rachel Walker. Recorded and mixed by Pat Lockwood at Electric Ant Studio, Pirie St, Adelaide, 2020

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released January 18, 2021

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The Songs of Tom Smith is a recording and performance project created by Tom in 2012. It has a large pool of musicians across Brisbane, Sydney, Melbourne and Adelaide.

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